simplified me*

2006-12-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

recently life was great, met new alot of new people, i attended film making workshop and i went there not because of CE points, its because i love film making and cameras. besides why would i need CE points when im going to lasalle already...
talking about lasalle, i submitted the application form already but i still dont know the out come. sigh what if sway sway they dont accept me... than i die already la.
but anyways must think positive...
oh yes yesterday i was working. two groups of people came to look for me.
first was natasha and her friend, the other was wendy and sophiee..
natasha came to collect the perfume she bought for her cousin that she left with me. then wendy and sophiee came and eat. as usual i gave free food. i notice everytime my friends come i would give them free food. like the worst was until the whole table full. haha but no choice ma they are my friends so yea they get VIP..

btw wendy and sophiee thanks for braving the storm and the rain to come find me :D

i'll be there for you
no matter what...

2006-09-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

omg my blog is so fucking dead, i think i shall close it down some day. maybe create a new one. cause got all these stupid spammers. fuckers
anyway its back to school. new class and new friends. my class is so damn crazy, nice people.

2006-09-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm so lazy to blog... but anyways went to ACER SERVICE CENTRE today.. so bloody far.
at freaking jurong. went there with tingyun, and as usual she was late. she ar.. either put people's areoplane or late. haix whats wrong with girls now adays? no sense of urgency... ya than we like two blur cock looking for the acer building. it was like we were already there than didnt know that was the acer building. than we like so blur until we saw the big big acer sign. anyways than we went into the service centre. took a queue number and waited for so bloody long. than when it was finally our turn, i went to the counter. than i told the guy that my cd-rom spoil cannot close properly. than he took out the whole drive and started playing around with it. than he said ok i'll change it for you. than after he change i told him to help me change my keyboard the button, cause the number 4 broke.
than he act smart. went into the office. and came out saying okay its fixed. lucky i smart. when i check the button, i kept pressing it. and guess what?
it broke again. than i asked him, you glued it back ar? he said yes. than i purposely tell tingyun, walao glue i also can do why come all the way here. than he said okok sorry i change the whole keyboard for you.
seriously what kind of fucking service does acer provide to its customers? this is shit la, how can you just glue something back and tell the customer that you have fixed it. knn....
actually i wasnt pissed. but whats wrong with replacing the stupid button or the whole keyboard? if he wanted to glue it back he could have told me. bloody hell. feel like complaining..
but aiya since he changed it for me already than forget it...

than after repaired i went to toapayoh to cut my hair. i feel like my head is so light now. but i like my previous hair... haix. nvm i shall leave it long than do something to it..

2006-09-12T09:48:00.000+08:00

my parents going china today. just sent them off to the airport just now with my bro. im now at home. cant sleep already. but its still so early. dont know if im going out later. haven find kakki go out leh.. sian. i should still be sleeping at this point of time. haha. no one is gonna be at home for like 1 week. except my bro, my maid, and my cute little dog. and i got no work until friday. how sian. have to like jio people out during these few days or else i sure rot at home and die. wahah...
school is like reopening on the 21st and we are changing class. but up till now there is still no news about what class we are going to, and who are in my class. how sian. everyday like waiting for the stupid email. when will they tell us which class we are in??? damn it RP admin system sucks la. and i havent paid my school fees yet, but they dont seem to want to collect the fees from me. no email or notice for me to pay, how would i know when to pay? stupid RP!! whole day only know how to fine people. so far i think i got 100$ worth of fines already. sian... the holidays getting boring already. im still doing the movie thingy, waiting to the script, than wait for school reopen see if got anyone in my class interested to help me with the production. or else i one person sure die one. so many things to do for the movie.
anyways few nights ago i was damn sad about something. than started to drink BLACK LABEL.
it had like 3/4 left in the bottle. than i mixed it with zapple cause i could not find coke. but it was really nice. than drink drink drink. i finished the bottle. was damn high already. than when i was like smoking at the window, i couldnt tahan i puked down. wahahahah, by accident la. than i think kanna the aircon down stairs. damn it. haha anyways i go find something to do already...

2006-09-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

i finally found out why i got fired from pastamania the last time. actually not fired la. just no scheldue only. but anyways. it was because some fucker went and complain about me. i shall not mention who that person is. this person knows who he is. come on la. stop being so childish. do you think by doing all these it would make you happy? omg pls grow up. cheap thrill. seriously la. when i found out who this person was i was really shocked. i wasnt angry at all. was SHOCKED. it was someone who i thought was a friend. although not a very close friend but, same school same class. come on man. after all these years you are stilll so childish? i really have nothing to say, at first i really wanted to go and wack him. but after thinking through. whats the point. i dont want to bring myself to his standard. why should i do such a childish thing to meet his childish standards?
makes no sense. but i must really thank him also. if that time he didnt got me suspended from work, they wouldnt call me back and increase my pay somemore. i must say this la, if youre not happy with me, come talk to me. i will be more than happy to talk to you about it. dont do this kind of stupid and childish things. no point one..

pw, time will heal all wounds, i'll wait i have faith in you:)

2006-09-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

after months and months of finding a job, im finally back at pastamania. same outlet. all thanks to my malaysian brother, latif. cause of him i can go back. the keep pasuading the stupid manager. cause one of the part timer resigned, so he finally agreed to let me go back. erm i guess its a good thing la. anyway now holiday and i wanted to like find a job, so ya. but i'll have less time for like my movie and stuff. and the movie is not making any progress as of now, cause i badly need a script writer, but cant find one. sobx...
after the script is done, i can start filming. oh ya not forgetting, i need to get my actors and actress.
thats the hardest part, cause im not paying them, only those who are really interested or wanna see what filming is all about would want to help me. haix.
anyways, today i spent 4 hrs in the gym doing intensive. my muscle is all jelly like now. no strength already.
OMFG!! tomorrow i'm starting work and i cant find the stupid apron. dunno where my previous maid kept it. sobx sobx. dunno how sia.. called the stupid manager just now. he said go there than see if can borrow from any of my colleagues not. bo bian lor. worst come to worst i go down to head office and buy one from them lor. haix. my whole body very weak now and im damn tired. gonna go rest now. or else tomorrow i die.

2006-08-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

its the holidays now. and im really bored. been wanting to do alot of things that is on my mind, modify my laptop, build my body, make a movie, find a job, bla bla bla.
there is just so many things on my mind that i cannot seem to finish doing...
but i've been doing a little of everything i guess. bought the stuff to modify my laptop, just need something else. have been going to the gym and training really hard recently, have been drinking tons of protein. i just finish writing the story line for my up coming movie..
havent thought of the title yet, but i let a few of my friends hear the story they were like about to cry already, imagin if they actually watch it.. and i got my DV camera already cant believe my dad lied to me.. he told me he bought it for like 200+ but it was actually 1200+ omg la..
haix... anyways he loves to spend money on all these things which he hardly has a chance to use.

as for job wise... i might just get a job with DHL the shipping company. to do some simple packing,
they would pay me 6- 6.50/hr but i dont know la.. haix we'll see about it..
so now after i've finish writing the story line, i still have to write the script. another head ache.
after everything is done, gotta find my actors and actoress, go and film the show. after all the filming, i still have to edit the film. than gotta join all the film together.

estimated time for this movie:
110min
its about a girl that loses her memory after being robbed. and a guy that becomes blind after three yrs, and finally recovers.
cant say much now. cause not really finished yet.
after i finish, i might just submit it somewhere or some festival where they would screen my movie. but not too sure yet.

anyone interested in helping me with the production can give me a call or tag me on my blog. thankew!

2006-08-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

having mixed emotions now. its like the last day of school. yet we are having a very boring lesson. like damn it la science sucks. omfg it like dunno talking about people with different views. im so tired. haix.
bernie beside me dont even remember my fucking name. like wtf. piece of shit. still can heh heh.. laugh what laugh sia. not funny lor!, quick ar! stupid bernie. irritating sia.
argh, class is so fucking boring. feeling emo now. haha

2006-08-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

what is there to blog about?
hmmm.....
yesterday was bernie's bird-day HAPPY BELATED BIRD-DAY YOU OLD MOTHER FATHER!!
anyways yesterday was a really fun day. i mean we had communications module and Ban Ban was like super funny we took pictures with him and he was like trying to act EMO the whole day. OMFG!! damn funny la was like laughing my ballz off...
he is damn nice la. he actually when to CWP just to buy us a chocolate cake.omg my favorite!
okay enough of the cake. growing fat man. wtf.
made a movie again yesterday about non-verbal communications. damn it la... im so like into film making now a days. might just start a short film fest or something. like maybe if got enough money might just invest in a good DV cam or something. than can make movie. and who knows it might just hit the big screens. haha
wishful thinking of me. but ya. might just start making short films and submit it to the film festival for screening or something.

nothing much happened today la. just some usual stuff in school. boring la sch..
lucky tomorrow last day.
i kinda starting to miss W14B of 2006
haix. we going to change class soon. no more hyperness of them. sad sia. getting emo liao.
every lesson they play the movie i made. and thinking back about the pass about the class makes me wanna cry. but im sure it is a good choice to change class. cause some people in class just really sucks to the core?
i dont want to mention names also la. but you know who the fuck im talking about.

sigh. my life is in a mess now and i think i need to like put it together again... haixx

2006-08-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

i know i havent been blogging for days and some people are complaining why i never blog. sorry la i was quite busy recently. i got a job at sakae sushi. went there to work for 3 days and i quit. cause firstly it is damn far. its at habour front!!. secondly the uniform sucks!!. thirdly, although the pay is 5.50 per hour but its like on public holiday no extra pay, no meals included!! like WTH man!!
damn it la i rush there after school than no meal provided. i still miss pastamania... haix.

oh ya. than the manager was like flirting with me la, she keep messaging me stuff that are damn gross la. she was like "i no bf you no gf than can go out together ma." WTF! than my last day at work she ask the day before if i want to meet her for supper after work not. than that day i working she off. she purposely come down and find me! OMFG! i mean if she is pretty still nevermind. but she is not! argh.. lucky i left sakae le. or else i die sia. lucky now she never message me already.

anyways in a matter of days its gonna be holidays already. the reason why im so busy recently was because i was making a movie for my class to remember eachother. i was the director, soundman, lighting man, editor, crew.. bla bla bla. i cracked my head to make this movie and its finally done. seemed that my class loved it. i guess it was okay la but i just felt something missing in the movie. no story line i guess. haha. but its meant to just show what my class did. so ya.

i found a new job for the holidays already, it pays $6/hr and 12hrs a day 5days a week. this job is damn relax despite the long hours. hopefully end of the month i'll get $1440.
hais getting broke already. when shopping that day again. bought a couple of tees, a jacket, a long sleeve shirt, and present for someone. spent like $100+. the only thing i want to do now is to repair my comp and to add nice lights to the bottom of it. i think its damn cool.

anyways i might be planning to join the canon dv fest. i dunno. gotta get some people to join with me. haix. still thinking.

to be continued.....

2006-08-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

i had self proclaim holiday today. when out with kelly, joanne, ming hui(joanne's future bf) we went to chinatown to eat frog porriage. than when to paradize centre to play pool. haha must admit kelly was not bad la. at least she knew how to hold the cue. unlike most girls cue also dunno how to hold. but i still trashed her in the end. aiya slowly la kelly. you'll win me one day.. haha.
than we when to rochor beancurd for dessert. after that we walked all the way to cine. cause joanne had to work. than i when with kelly to watch SEE NO EVIL featuring kane from WWE. it was damn gross la. than we in the cinema damn grossed out. after that we left. but the show was quite good la. very "interesting"

2006-08-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

when to see the fireworks today... was great. but yet sad at the same time. you can say im emo or whatever, but it really brought back memories. sad ones...
haix...
was with charlie, lance, kelly and joanne just now. we were like stuck in the crowd sweating away...
dont know la. that few minutes of the letting go of fireworks really seem to be forever, as all the sad memories flash through my mind... really sad..
anyways i started work at Sakae sushi@ harbour front, and it was quite okay la.. i think i blogged about this before. anyways the uniform really sucks... omg!
took some pics today...

charlie,lance and me

sneak shot of kelly

after that we went to cine, cause charlie wanted to eat. than got people fighting. some drunk old man and i dont know a bunch of people. end up about 10 policemen came. handcuff them than all kanna send to police station.. sad. bunch of losers!!!

2006-08-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

my life has been aimless recently...
haix..
anyways i dyed my hair black yesterday..
damn black la. haix
dunno what to say already,
when to work yesterday. nice people there. but damn tired...
dunno what to blog about. stupid fucking spammer
fuck you la get a fucking life. cb no balls or what? only can spam my blog... is there nothing else you can do? kiss my ass man...

2006-08-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

first of all, jessica thanks for that 18 day relationship. although i thought that we would last but we didnt like you said our characters differ.. i agree. well.. its over already what can i say.
i guess my life is just so fucking screwed up that everyone hates me and stuff like that. sad to say that everytime i feel that a relationship would work out, i would be wrong. it never did work out.
i just want to find some one that i could settle down with. why is it so fucking hard?!
i bet god is like laughing at me right now. seriously i dont know what to say...
i didnt even sleep last night. haix...
i shall just remain single until the right girl comes to me...
seriously i think i need to do some serious reflection on my life to see why the fuck it is screwing up so badly.
i really dont know what to say already.. im like stoning on my bed looking at the stupid screen..
haix...

2006-08-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

Nothing special happened today la. Just that I spend $215 only! WTF!! thats a lot of money la. not easy to earn it you know? plus i lend charlie $250. haix... no money already la.. but its okie. cause i bought alot of stuff.. I WENT SHOPPING!!
bought this belt that can customise and put your own name and stuff like that.

than bought one pants and two bamudas

2006-08-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

today in school i was so tired. ate the stupid cough medicine made me so sleepy. i slept almost the whole day, recently i've been so sick i keep coughing and coughing... hais..
anyways i went with charlie and lance to dye hair just now after school. at first wanted to dye silver, but the lady said had to bleach like mad, so i decided on whitish gold, but ended up to be blond. but anyways its okay la quite nice. just that when i got home my parents were nagging and nagging. so bloody irritating. why must they stick their asses into everything that i do?? im how old already.. haix. i guess they will just never understand...

yesterday got two cam whores stole my phone and took pictures of themselves.

2006-08-01T10:01:00.000+08:00

i really dont know what to say. recently some fucking bitch played a fucking big joke on me and i dont think its even funny lucky thing she changed her number, or else i will fucking call her and scold her like mad. call until she cry!!! fuck la its not the least funny lor. even if you tickle me i dont think i would laugh. lucky im smart. when to see GP for my flu than ask at the same time. cock!! or else i would still be an idiot thinking i have STD!! WTF!! JAMIE LEE YOU CAN FUCKING KISS MY ASS!! you shall burn in hell for this! shit on you childish mother fucker. i regret knowing you, you mother fucking bitch! you fucking loose bitch go around fucking guys that you hardly know. OMFG!! you are a loser la!! just by doing this it wont do any harm to me la.. can you just fucking wake up and stop being so childish?!?! GROW UP BITCH! dont let me fucking see you i'll kill you! i'll take a mop and shelve it up your fucking loose butt hole!

2006-07-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for this long entry have been really lazy to blog the pass few days....
i screwed up my blog on thursday, now half my links gone again. but its okay. i kinda rebuild my blog, now its quite cool. i spent the whole of yesterday creating a password box that if i put a password it'll go to me and my dear's secret blog. or else, just press ok and you'll enter my blog. cool right? i just figure it out last night.
yesterday me ernie, miakaa, johnathan went to the new food court at w4. i had the thai lunch set

than ernie had pasta which was really like shit. miakaa had prata which was also like shit, john had pineapple rice, i dont know did it taste like shit but i think the food there not really that fantastic..
oh well... at least its aircon-ded not like the first food court which was fucking hot..
than after school when with ernie, john, miakaa, charlie, lance to orchard. suppose to go eat one. than end up we no money, so we walk from somerset mrt to lido's mac cause miakaa want to use ezlink to buy food. than dunno why all left. so me, charlie, lance when to far east ourself.

when to the stupid dentist today. make until my gums all bleed. bloody hell. haha. than when to meet my stupid dear. she keep telling me about benedict, try to make me jealous. bloody hell.
we went to print her dunno what thing at bras basar there. than we went to selegie.
shall make things short so that people reading this dont have to read so much
oh ya did i mention? my dad came home at 5am in the morning from china. wth. he called me up to open the door for him. than i blur blur one. haha.

2006-07-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

its been a long time...
i when to be an extra for a drama that is coming up on channel 5 called "without warning" on monday. when to mediacorp with 7 other friends. than we got our shirts. went off to change. than got make up put on for us. looked like ghost sia.
than we headed down to doby gault for the shoot. it was a scene about posion gas released in the mrt station. and how we were helped out and stuff...
took some pictures of me in police uniform, SCDF uniform, cool anti chemical suits, counter-terroist.....
made alot of new friends too... mostly from RP haha....
anyway i think the whole production was damn screw up la. like damn un-organised.... and the assistant-director was such a fucking bitch... we sat there the whole of last night and she didnt use us. than when she finally saw us she was like "where were you all the whole night?" we were just sitting there... haha. stupid bitch.

2006-07-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went all the way to tampines to meet lance. than we took train to china town to meet stupid china boy. in the train damn funny. this group of church people came in than quite packed than i was standing at the door there. than this cell group leader came and take attendance. than she thought i was new to the cell group so she was like "hi whats your name?" i was like huh? than the people from the cell group was like "oie he is not in our cell.." than she so paisae. i there laughing.. than nvm. we reached chinatown than stupid china boy was late for 1+hr.. idiot stupid china boy.. than we when with him see phone because he wants to buy for someone. so we when to many many different shops. end up he didnt have enough money. so didnt buy.
than we when to kbox. sing sing sing sing sing sign until my throat damn pain. haha. today me almost no voice le. haix. than just now at the stairs lance and rebecca kanna caught smoking. sway sia. haix... class is so boring. im sick. feeling like shit. missing my dearie.love my dearie. looking at the stupid com. argh argh argh argh!!!!!

2006-07-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

GOOD NEWS: im attached already!

anyways wanted to blog last night but was too tired. went to meet my dear yesterday than i went to crash her school. went to support jojo in her student council investiture. when jojo was on stage i shouted "mojojojo we will always support you!" than everyone turned and look at me.. haha its okay la anyway i not from that school one.

group photo

jess and tinghui

today my dear and i when to find jojo at her parents yong tau foo shop. damn nice la. shall go there every week and eat.we bought a pair of bears. damn cute.after that we when to habour front to find job at sake sushi. we when to make this keychain. spent 40+ dollars on it.

than we when to marina centre. cause today got npd rehersal than got fireworks wanted to go esplanade to watch but i forgot this year is at kallang. than we when to marina centre to walk. she wanted to pierce ear so i also pierce. together ma...

than we when to esplanade walk walk. walked to merlion... took stupid pics

than went for dinner at suntec. than go home le... but today she finally agreed to be my stead. im so damn happy i love my dearieee.....

2006-07-20T13:16:00.000+08:00

Another poem i wrote for her....

Ask for love, and I will give
A loving heart to you.

A heart as soft, a heart of gold,
A heart like a bird flying so free
In the whole world
I can't find,
My heart I'll give to you...

You hold the stars, my life, my love, my heart,
The very eyes of mine,
Made to see only you,
I was made to live and die for you.

Girl, i'm so caught up by every thought i have about you,
Its your face i only care to see,
And your heart i only crave for in my life.
Its you that i want to be part of me,
As time passes,
The feelings for you grow stronger inside me.
I love you loads. there ain't no doubt about it.

2006-07-20T10:18:00.000+08:00

THE ONE WHO HOLDS THE STARS HOLDS MY HEART!!!
the new phrase i like to say...

i took a long time to get out of the house today. and end up rushing to school because today got UT. than end up when i reach class some ~~idiot~~ come in say UT cancelled. ~~wtf~~, make me rush for nothing. got such thing as email what, since they like to email us all kinds of rubbish and things like that why cant they email us and tell us that UT is cancelled?

anyways, i just found out that actually my class people are ~~damn ass~~ la. not all la some..
one of the facilitators told me that some of the ~~team members~~ are giving ~~shit comments and backstabbing me~~. i already have so many knifes and things stuck on my back sia..
i always give them good comments even if they never do anything. i'll still talk good things about them but i guess it does not pay to be kind. so from now on i will not be nice i shall be a ~~lanjiao lang~~(~~a fucker~~) i shall no longer give them nice comments and evulate them based on what they do!
haix im in a very bad mood now.... anyone that steps on my tail will ~~fucking~~ get it from me! ~~nabei cheeebye!!!~~

~~i miss you but do you miss me? i want you but do you want me? i love you,do you?~~

2006-07-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

ONCE AGAIN I PONNED SCHOL... some how it seems that every tuesday i just dont feel like going school, every tuesday morning i would wake up and go back to sleep, thats how i ended up ponning school.

anyways today went to meet her... omg so happy. okay sorry. ya i when to meet her than we when to bukit timah market and eat lunch. after that we went to KAP and had ice cream. we are like so into eating la. wholeday eat eat and eat. sure become a pig one day. haha.
than i told her i wanted to paint my nails. so we went to clementi to buy nail polish. than she help me paint. it was not bad la. but i very bad i when home and cleaned it off and paint again. end up i ask my mum help me to paint and i think she did a better job than my mum. end up i did it myself again. haha.
i gave her a bottle of stars which i made. she loved it!
recently she had been having dizzy spells. sigh ask her go see doctor she dont want. dunno what to do already la.
anyways i promise i'll go school tomorrow la.. hahaha.

2006-07-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

today she had giddy spells again... sigh. tell her to see a doctor she dont want. than was asking her to go eat something, she say not hungry. haha. but anyways dizzy spells can be serious lor!
maybe is low blood pressure or low sugar count or something. please la takecare of yourself can? it hurts me seeing you like that everyday... sigh

anyways today when to see tingyun after school. stupid girl.. you know what? me and her friend was just beside her and she was screaming into our poor pretty faces. omg la she really talks damn loud... can die sia.

recently i met a girl, made friends with her, when out with her, fell in love with her, waiting for her, still waiting and waiting and waiting........
just wish that one day i could takecare of her... and i'll try my very best to make things work out for the both of us...

oh ya its the 52TH HOUR!!! if you know what i mean....

2006-07-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!! IM QUITTING SMOKING WITH EFFECT OF TODAY 16TH JULY 2006.

it has already been a personal record!. i have not smoked for 21hrs!!! with the help of jessica and my other friends who are encouraging me to quit, like the ting sisters, jojo, people who know me well enough.
quitting smoking i must say is not an easy thing to do. it is not a addiction, it is only a habit. but i feel that with enough will power and support from your friends youre able to quit. because its a habit, you'll feel weird not doing it. but after awhile, you'll find that you are doing without it. than you finally quit the habit.
although im feeling really really sian, tired, in need of a smoke, but i will hold on!!! so as not to break the promise of those who believed in me!

anyways i when out to meet jess today. took bus to clementi to meet her. than we went to bugis to walk around. she is really a very cute girl i must say.
shit la i must admit this. i was wearing this FXmen jacket today. while waiting for her i started to sweat than got the sweat smell. thats why didnt take off my jacket. when to spray deO somemore. because it was raining when i left the house so thought it would be cold. but end up it was fucking hot!
so ya nevermind. than we when to citylink to walk, we ended up walking to esplanade cause i wanted to see the view there. damn nice la. anyways we left after that. went home. im feeling really tired now. must be the withdrawal symtoms....

2006-07-16T09:56:00.000+08:00

2006-07-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? TODAY IS A SATURDAY AND IM ROTTING AT HOME!!!!
omg like once in a million years im staying home on weekends. but oh well, when with my mum for lunch just now at Sakura@toapayoh. damn full la... had like buffet. so ya eat like you never eaten in a thousand years man!!
than we when to take food the stupid waiter thought we were leaving. so he said thankew bye bye!
i was like wtf im not leaving until im full man!hahah... but he was just being nice la. so i wont blame him. haha. shit man. im super bored at home. shall go watch Da vinci code. havent watched it yet. but i have it im my com. haha.. so can watch anytime. anyone want to watch TOKYO DRIFT? damn nice la. was showing it in class throught the projector. but sorry guys i had to leave halfway so didnt let you guys finish the show. but I WATCHED IT ALREADY!! hahaha....

2006-07-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for days. just damn lazy to blog. cause everynight come home than watch tv talk to friends. so lazy... anyways nothing much happened these few days when for the interview today at New Urban Male. the manager was like quite gay. anyways, he was asking me if i had any sales experience. so i said no. than he asked if i had previous jobs. so i told him i worked in pastamania for 4 months. than he was like damn excited to know i was a chef. he was like so if New Urban Male open a restaurant you can be our chef. than i was like WTF??
after that he asked me what days im free. so i told him tues, fri, sat, sun. he asked me if i had any other commitments like sports and gym and stuff. i was like its all on weekdays after school. then he asked me if i go to the gym often
i told him im in RP canoeing team so we have gym sessions twice a week. than he was like oh...
than he asked if i shop at N.U.M often, i was like i do but not often. so he asked me what i like about N.U.M so i said the plain and simple designs.
so he was like writing down alot of stuff and things like that. than he said if youre shortlisted we'll call you.
aiya as usual la. always say call call end up never call... haha

Btw rebecca, i know you cant just forget about him in one day, but its no point continuing the relationship when he has already decided that he wants to break. its just bluffing yourself and letting him take advantage of you. its really unfair to you. i think you deserve a better guy la. i know its hard but time heals all wounds. so cheer up! you still have a friend like me:)

2006-07-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

oh ya by the way... wish me luck. i applied for a job with New Urban Male... hope can get the job than at least i have something to aim for..

2006-07-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

once again i pon school...
went out with germaine, went to watch Pirates Of The Carribean-The Dead Men's Chest.
starting of the show will turner and elizabeth got arrested for helping captain jack sparrow to escape in the previous episode. in this episode, will turner was forced to get captain jack's compass which doesn't point north.
however it will point to where the chest is. he had to get the compass in order to be cleaned off his records. so he set off to find captain jack. he was brought to an island where captain and his crews were kiddnaped by some natives. soon after they found the Flying dutchmen, which was sailed by the stupid man with tentacles. they had to retrieve a key to open the chest. inside the chest contained the heart of the tentacle man.
by getting his heart they could control him and the "sea".
overall the show was ok. humour was still there, however the storyline and ending kinda sucked
cause firstly it was sort of a continuation of the previous episode. if you didnt watch the previous one, you wont be able to get alot of things that they say that would be funny.
so i strongly encourage you to watch the first episode before watching this one.

recently my life is starting to go back on track, however its still kinda sucky.
dont really know what to do anymore. life can be really boring... its like sch sch sch..
dont even know what my purpose is anymore!
i really wish that one day everything would turn for the better. im still trying very hard. only hoping that a miracle would happen....

2006-07-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

today i when to meet jessica after her school. when to KAP's macs. she came late, and claims i cheated cause i take cab. okay fine i cheated! hahaha....
than we when there to surf net and we spam jojo together. haha.

we had sundae and fries. i just found out that actually fries and icecream go very well together. as in use the fry to dip the ice cream. than we walk all the way to bukit timah plaza. saw some very cute hamsters, but we couldnt buy cause her parents dont allow and i cant cause i dont have time to takecare of it.
but it was seriously damn cute!
after that we when to liquid kitchen for a drink. we went in and it was like deserted. we went to settle down and order drinks, suddenly they turn on the music, got us a shock. we ordered burban coke and chocolate mousse. we concluded that they were trying to save electricity, cause firstly they only turn on the music when we went in. secondly, they ask us if we were cold and wanted to turn off the aircon. so since they wanted to save electricity, we said okay.
after that we went to walk around at da vinci and courts.
jessica was really hyper. but she is cute la. but omg she is afraid of using the over-head bridge cause she says it would break. anyways, she is nice la. haha..
i talk good things about you hor. dont wack me k?!?!!!@%T^%#@#@

2006-07-10T15:36:00.000+08:00

jessica made me do this. she scold me for calling her boy crazy. so this post is to make up for her. she actually very nice la. make me take cab all the way to KAP than tell me she dont want to eat. haha. if i know i dont come le. haha kidding la. she beside me now so cannot bad mouth her.. ahhaa
later i kanna wack by her.. lolx

2006-07-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

i pon school again today.. pon the communications module. i havent gone out of the house in two days! shall go out later and meet jessica. she is so boy crazy... omg cannot stand her, i shall sit on her. anyways she wants to go somewhere near her school. but upper bukit timah got what to do besides KAP, beauty world...
yay, im so happy.. my new specs and contact lens coming tomorrow, purple lens! cool right?
anyways. im bored, so just talking crap.
like my new blog skin? i think its damn cool. ahahha

2006-07-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

who will share the wonders of watching the sun rise with me,
ride the waves on my boat with me,
coz girl, you and i are one kind,
we'll travel the world in one line,
together we are words that rhyme,
without you my life is a blank,
to be frank, you're all that means to me,
you make me see the world even if i was blind,
i love you even more each time,
as the days pass,
then the months,
it seems that there is no end,
but at the end of it all, you know im the man,
the one that is supporting you all the way,
making sure you're happy each day

2006-07-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

i pon school today, pon my UT, pon the talk during lunch time. but anyways, i when to make my new specs and contact lens. then when to pasta mania to look up my ex colleagues. my ex manager told me that he would get me to work in bishan pastamania. but i dont know if he would help me get the job back there.
then i went to jurong for Tanglin Community Centre's basketball team first away match. i was called to be ref. than game commenced. it was quite fun until that bunch of china bastards started to play rough. end up everyone was unhappy. they wanted to fight after the match. i was quite pissed la. wanted to like wack them. but i kept my cool. always play smart. i just push the other team's members away. after that things were really getting out of hand.
andy had no choice but to review that he is a police. after that the whole thing ended.
seriously it was damn lame. aiya anyways. saw may just now at jurong mrt.
so qiao la. i mean i havent met her in ages. haha
oh ya, i might be going to New Urban Male to work. cause my friends bf is working there so he can try get me a job. we'll see how it goes than i'll decide la... haha

2006-07-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

im so bored. school is so boring today. its maths module today and i dont even understand shit. sigh. my team is like doing everything and im not doing anything. im so confussed. sigh
anyways tomorrow Team Tanglin will be having their first away match at jurong east. im so bored im just crapping away. my arm havent fully recover, i cant go for training. sigh. life is so boring. cant go for canoeing training. cant play basketball. everyday sch so boring. after school is like so tired you just dont want to go out. so everyday just go home after school. sigh... BORED!!!

2006-07-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday i left school early to meet germaine. i lied to my class that i was gonig to the hospital to see my uncle. haha. actually i when to town. germaine is a really nice girl. although we were both like shy. but its like i guess its just very weird.
but i know that it was not her actuall self. but anyways we when for a movie. when to watch scary movie 4. damn funny la. i know its a bit late but had been very busy recently to go watch movie.
hmm.... she is a really nice girl. haha
im just bored in class now so blog lor.. haha thats why im talking crap. wahahaha...

2006-07-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

after 2 weeks of pigging out at home, i finally when for training. although my hand still hurts a little but i could paddle. but today i capsize. then coach came to save me. when getting up the boat i over strain my elbow again. than super pain. sigh. now i'm bann from training by coach. he said i cannot go for training until my arm fully recovers. i dont know when that would be. it could take another 2 weeks or so... sigh..
have you ever had a feeling for someone you never met? weird? haha maybe...
but anyways. just now during training, my mum came down to look for me. cause she wanted to fetch me home thinking that i finish training. so sweet right? my mum is the best! haha
i think that is the first time in a million years i ever said that.
but anyways. im so tired.
today paddle 4 x 1km + 4 x 500m = 6km
so i shall go sleep now. since i so tired. haha... nites everyone.
btw itss 3.30pm now...

2006-06-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

it has been really boring this 2 weeks. my arm injured until now still pain. but not as pain already. hopefully i can go for water training this sat and sun. really have to train hard if i want to join the dualton that is coming up. for those who don't know what a dualton is, its a race that consist of running and paddling. i really wish my arm will recover...

Btw those who know Daryl Tan who used to be from 4/2 of mhss, please pray for him. he is going through a operation on friday, 30th of june. at NUH. for more details message me.

2006-06-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

today was Jojo's 17th birthday. went to her house for dinner. had alot of fun.. made a new friend!
btw the cake was like fantastic! big chocolate cake! woohoo!

2006-06-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

2006-06-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and
clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.
Determined to
reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry
really easily
but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making
friends but rarely shows it. Horny.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and
assesses others.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very
confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer
evryone up
and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others.
Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling.
Systematic.
hott but has brains.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily
angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good
physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to
be
around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a
great
flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a
wicked
hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive
record
collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a
famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for
it!!!

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited
or
tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms
impressions
carefully. Caring and loving. Treats
others equally. Strong
sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone.
Always
broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends.
Never
looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be
loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self
control.
kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY
revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's
peachy"
attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer.
easily
distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to
be loved.
hates studying. in need of "that
someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or
restricted.
lives by
"no pain no gain" caring.
Always a suspect. Playful.
Mysterious.
"charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent.
strong
willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and
affectionate to
oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and
generous.
Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and
others.
Loves to travel and
explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things
at
the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry
often. Treats
friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.
Easily
hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not
care to
control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but
definitely the
hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY---------------------

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at
times.
Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards
your inner and outer
beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very
emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their
own. Stands
out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest
men are
born in this month. If you ever begin
a
relationship with
someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a
kind.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person
possible...
better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient
and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to
be
with. Easy
to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet
complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny
and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show
character.
one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to
getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily
bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

2006-06-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

im so tired... everything is screwing up again. people blames me for everything. sigh
i really dont know what to do with my life already... it sucks
argh
i hate living this kinda life!
i shall start a makeover for my life.
its like i have no purpose in life anymore. i have loss faith in everything that i do.
friends turning against me.
aiya sucks la.
i shall try not to contact the outside world anymore.
sigh.

2006-06-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

i hate to say this but i just dont know why but people just dont understand my kind intentions
sigh
its like i purposely go for training today although i cannot train. cause i wanted to meet up with my canoeing folks for dinner. think about it why must i do this?!?
come on.. i stay just behind mac ritchie. must i stay there watch them train? i could have gone home and sleep bearing in mind that i only slept 2 hours last night.
but i wanted to go down to see if there is anything i could help out, despite my injured arm.
never mind, back to the point
when they were all getting up from the boats i when and help. by taking their paddles. but i got scolded. not because the CAPTAIN was worried about my arm. it was because she scared i drop the paddles. but nvm i take it that she is just concern in another way.
we were at the shed collecting our bags. then we were like passing the bags out one by one. because there are LAPTOPS!! damn it, she shouted at me saying can you take all at a time?
like what the fuck is wrong with you? its laptops we are talking about not just bags. if drop or break i cant afford to pay lor! bloody cb.
if there is a best captain award or anything like that i would never vote for her. she just is not cut out to be a captain. she only knows how to talk without using the brains.
but im not angry. cause i dont give a damn. cause she is just the captain and she has nothing to do with my life!
*note i am not angry so people stop asking me to chill. i may seem angry but trust me when i say im not, im not. cause i dont feel the need to get angry over something that doesnt concern my life...

2006-06-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

im in class
super bored
lala and ting ting
stop flooding my tagboard!!!
argh
im bored
people talking about pau in their presentation
people people many many
sleepy everybody
4 oclock everybody go home
sleepy sleepy many many
sry sry im just damn bored... nothing to do. stupid glen beside me dunno trying to sing or what. fcuking hell get a life man!!
mother fcuking ass!
aiya someone entertain me! damn sianz
he is talking to himself! OMG!! scary
anyone got the number for IMH??
or S.P.C.A??
argh
im super sian!

2006-06-20T12:35:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged. anyways life has been quite okay, with the 2 weeks of holidays which just passed. during the holiday, its like training training and more training. but its okay. i love to train. i got my pay recently, it came and it left... i bought alot of rubbish. no la not really rubbish.
its like i bought a new NIKE sling bag, a pair of converse shoes, fitness gloves, a wind breaker, some colourful socks, a new water bottle..
hmmm.... anyways its like i sprain my elbow last thursday.. was in the gym when something happened. then ya sprained it. (cannot say cause got some ppl reading my blog and if she knows im dead) ya anyways... the chinese doctor said the ligament tore. it would take 2 weeks to heal. damn it la. that would mean 2 weeks no training for me.
sigh. i miss training. i miss republiCANOE people!
although my arm hurts but i want to go for training. but they dont allow.. sigh. im like argh! bumming at home everyday after sch! you know how bored it is?
anyways im looking for a job now since i left Pasta Mania. my ex colleagues told me if i really cannot find a job can go to plaza singapura's Pasta Mania to ask. cause that one is franchise. besides i have the basic knowledge of PastaMania already...
im now trying every hard to improve my life... sigh but everything seems to be so sway for me
oh did i mention? every time i go play bball, after training i will go with this bunch of friends to the bus stop. at first they were like joking saying that their bus would come first. and it really happened. but i didnt know that i so sway until for 7 times in a row it happened like that. every training they would say that their bus would come first and truely it happens.
how sway is that?

2006-06-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

these few days everyday go shopping... walk until leg want to break already. that day bought a new pair of converse shoes. damn sway la that day the sales girl gave me size 9 then can wear. later when i start wearing out too tight, wtf la. then want to go change, but my maid threw the receipt away... argh. why am i so damn bloody sway... today had training. then when to run at the track. i ran without shoes cause the shoe too tight. then my toes kanna blister and the other one was bleeding.. wth.. now my whole feet hurts. plus today when shopping and walked for 4 hrs in that tight shoes without stopping. haha. before that we when to eat sake sushi. eat until damn full. i have been spending money like no one s business like that. fellow canoeist will know. i shall stop buying so much things. btw this friday we going Sentosa the whole canoeing group. wahaha this idea was brought up by yours truly. cause we were like i wanna sun tann.. then we were like find one day go sentosa leh.. then we decided to put this friday before La La go holiday. make her black first. anyway, this wed training 10km!!! damn long la. want us to die ar?!?! haha. but good for training endurence. today we had a GAY time pinching each others nipples (guys) wth.. damn pain one leh... argh..

2006-06-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

**SIGH**

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

2006-06-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

i really dont know to describe what im feeling right now. im damn sway this few weeks. first my com kanna virus, then my phone kanna cut off, then i broke up with my girlfriend, then so many small sway things happened. now i got FIRED from pasta mania. what the fuck man... today i not working but i when back to pasta mania to collect the pay slip thing. then my manager told me he didn't put any days for me to work next week. so i asked him why never put. he say oh nothing la just take a break and think if i really want to work not. so i thought fine la take a break. then i was waiting for my colleague to go drink. when i was about to leave i asked him, so when you want to put me to work? this is what he fucking said " oh.. no la you no need work already la, this job dont suit you" so i asked him so you firing me la. then he said "no la... not fire just dont work already la" so i told him at least give me an explaination what. so he said " no la.. your working attitude no good" what the fuck. i do my job nice nice give him. he want me do what i do. he fucking cant do shit la everything also have to ask me. he only knows how to fucking talk. na bei... at that fucking moment i was like lost for words. i stunn there like wtf you fire me??? the previous manager dont even dare to fire me you just come not only 1 month you want to fire me??? fuck you mother in the jungle and screw your whole family man.... argh my does my life suck so much?!?! i so damn angry... im at a lost now.. i feel like.. i dunno also. sigh. dont let me ever see that fucking GREGORY... mother fucker. i really dont know what to do already. someone please save me... sigh.

2006-06-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

i am feeling damn fucked up... prgramming is so fucking boring!! lucky RP is covered in wireless signals coming out from some fucking thing. my class is so fucked up... everyone is pissing me off... visual basics sucks. im so moody today, dunno why. its like damn argh... everything seems wrong. i cant even understand what the fuck everyone is doing. im stressed and feel like crying.. im damn busy and tired everyday... fuck the free world man. it sucks. i really dont know what to say already just damn bored. and angry and stress and bored and angry and stressed and borreeddd anddd anggreyy anndd strreesseeedddddd.... this world sucks , my life sucks , everything sucks... fuck every one that comes in my way... get the fuck out of here man.. get your own life don't disturb mine...

FUCK EVERYONE IN THEIR ASSES!!!

2006-05-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN!!

i changed everything cause i accidently screwed up the old one. but anyways its about time i changed it. anyways this blog skin is made for my dear. the poem is also written for her. i love her like crazy... i may not seem like a very serious person but i am. i know when its time to play and when it is time to work. when you want to play with me i'll give in my all and play with you.
when it comes to work or any other serious matter i'll be super serious. so ya...
anyways, i pon school today. cause i woke up and was damn tired so i decided not to go sch.
gotta go work later so i guess i'll just stay at home and rot. until its time to go work. jamie is coming over to my house later for lunch... then she has to go work also at her dad's clinic. $10/hr!!!
argh... nevermind... haha i love her!!!

2006-05-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

today is the 17th of may
i woke up at 6 then wanted to sleep till 6.30 then wake up de but then over slept woke up at 9+ then late for sch.. wtf la damn tired. i must be under the influence of my darling. she whole day sleep sleep sleep like a pig like that then i kanna influence by her then i also starting to sleep alot now a days and gonna be a pig soon.
anyways i've joined RP canoeing team cause RP basketball really sucks. although i didn't get kick out but then i can really tell they suck. i think Tanglin CC bball team much better then them.
anyways i join canoeing cause i want to build up on my arms and i still have Tanglin cc bball team to back me up. no need to scared no basketball to play. after all my life revolves around basketball and my girl. i love my girl alot. i'm willing to spend the rest of my life with her. she is so cute.
anyways, its so sad. she cannot meet me at night cause of her parents. then im always too busy with training and work. i want to spend more time with her!!
anyway i hate the gay from my class. his name is glann
fucking gay ass.
he talks like a fucking girl then fucking childish and always thinking he is the boss..
lucky im a changed man. if it was the old me i would have just sent him flying to mars or something.
i cant wait for the holidays man...
then i can spend lots and lots of time with her...
i love her so much
i don't think i've ever been so much in love before. i mean as in this one i'm willing to die for her la...
its that strong. she is the girl for me. im not saying this for the sake of saying. im saying it from the bottom of my heart.

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

2006-05-04T09:37:00.000+08:00

MistAkes:)

recently everything has been falling into place for me. The last post I said someone stole my ezlink. I made a mistake it was actually in my pants. Anyways for the past few days I have been schooling then rushing to work. It has been really tiring la.

Monday was labour day. I had basketball training at the CC. Cause it was a holiday we had to climb the fence.
anyways today is gonna be a long day. Today to understanding test (UT). It took like 1 hr la. Then Sch is gonna end late. gotta rush to ACS(Barker) for training. Until 9
then gotta rush to tanglin to train. Then gonna be damn tired.
anyways end here la. Teacher complaining liao.

2006-05-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

Thief in the mids

today i when was suppose to go to church at 12. then after bathing i found out that i could not find my fcuking ezlink. i don't know but i have a feeling that one of the people that came over to my house yesterday took it. i don't want to say out names but you know who the fcuk you are!!

im damn irritated by people who goes to their friends house act as if nothing happen and walk off with something that is not yours!!! never mind anyway its just an ezlink with no money!! hahaha
anyways i swear i'm never letting him come my house again. i'm sure you know once bitten twice shy? YES!! i've just been freaking bitten and im gonna be so shy...

anyways don't talk about it already.
after that i when to church to praise the lord!!!
how sad that pastor racheal is gonna leave us...
we took turns to pray for her. how sad everyone was like crying away. i too cried but not that bad la.
after church i went home. then had dinner and watched tv for a while, that was when jordan called me. ask me go play mah jong.
end up ask me go orchard meet him. that meet him already all his friends say don't want to play
we ended up walking all the way from centre point all the way to shaw..
then i called my mum to fetch me. while waiting for her i was like preaching to jordan about god!
after that my mum dropped jordan off and we when to fetch my dad from the airport. we when to eat supper at lavender square. then reached home at 2.

2006-04-29T19:46:00.000+08:00

Saturday 29th April 2006

today woke up at 11 then when to suntec to submit my pay slip which I haven't submitted since feb. But when I got there they were closed. Sigh.. Why always like that one???
anyways after that I was suppose to meet yuhow. But he came late so I was like sitting at city link like an idiot staring at people walking pass me. wtf la people think I crazy or something all look at me when they walk pass.

after yuhow came I went for lunch with him. We went to marina square to eat BK. Don't know why the BK staff was like smiling at me when I was ordering. My god la she was like so ah lian. haha
after that we went to take bus to my house to meet Brian to jamm.
we waited for the freaking 162 for like half hour and it didn't come... What's wrong with SBS man...
I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!!
lolx
anyways we were late and poor Brian waited for us like over an hour. after that we were jamming at my house until 7. Then Brian left. yuhow stayed at my house for dinner.
we slack and talked cock after that... sian..

2006-04-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

Boring Day AgAin!!!

Today again I skipped school... Cause like yesterday was a tiring day.. I didn't feel like going to school early in the morning. (bet all my class mates missed me!!! wahahahah...)
anyways I woke up and had lunch as breakfast. After that I felt to bloody tired I went back to sleep again.

I know I'm being a pig but who cares...
after I finally woke up at 4, I when to work.. Started work, and there was this trainee from toa payoh that came over to our outlet for training. Guess who was giving the training?
haha
yes it was yours truly.
anyways I thought he was like 16 or 17, but he told me he was 23...
like so bloody old la
imagine if you're 23 and you get trained by a 17?
haha... But he was nice la. He learn quite fast I must say.
than that's about all for work
oh ya did I mention? I was telling him something when I forgot the pizza was in the oven and it came out like a black Frisbee..

then work ended at 10. That was when I found out that I FORGOT TO PUNCH IN!!!
sigh IM so forgetful... Like I think I got short term memory..
after work I when to meet Andrew and yuhow to talk cock... Then when home after that...
when I came home my mum gave me this durian cake to eat. It was very nice but now my mouth sinks of durian.. haha

2006-04-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

SWAY DAY...

today was another day where i woke up and go to school. but today was SWAY!!! it was raining with the sun shining. nevermind that. when to school started class. found out that VPN was not really working. then suddenly my comp just like dieded on me... how sad. sigh...

anyways class ended really early today. cause our faci was daniel. really nice guy and all
likes to joke with us. anyways back to the point. i when to causeway point to like wait for jordan. waited for like almost one and a half hours just sitting there doing nothing. then after he came we when down to ACS(Barker) to like participate in the rp bball selections. both of us were like blur sotongs. first we were asked to do simple layups. after a while the coach started seperating the group into 2. i thought the other group was like seleted or something but sad to say THEY WERE KICKED OUT!!! cause they cannot even do simple layups

what can i say... anyways after that we were split into groups and we started playing games.
the whole thing ended around 9
oh ya... did i mention? my hp dieded on me too. the battery was flat..
anyways after that jordan and i when to tanglin cc to join the training. can you imagin how shag this is?

then after everything was finally over i when home. only to find out that my hp charger is spoiled.
i was so like ARGH!!!!
anyways dun think i'll be going school tomorrow. damn tired. lazy
gotta work tomorrow also. thanks to stupid venson the outlet manager!!!

2006-04-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sickening Day

Today was another sian day for me. did the usual things woke up eat when online. was damn sian... when to have lunch with cinny and two of her other friends. when to bishan to eat mos burger. after eating i went with her to change her pants at fox cause the pants she bought was "disfigured" anyways when home after that and it was freaking raining. i mean rain is good but the thing is that i was walking home in the rain when im still sick. got home and started practicing my on my drums. then i had dinner which i have no idea why it was vegeterian. after dinner yuewei called me asked if could meet up to slack. when down to meet him together with my other friend. he took us for a spin in his evil yellow EVO VIIII(the picture on top). the only thing missing was he didn't turn on his neon lights. we when to old upper thomson road. i finally found a new place to run the next time i get to drive my dad's car. well actually its not that hard to steal his keys. lolx then i got home. he was like telling me how fcuked up his stead was. i knew his stead but didnt know she was like that. but thats besides the point. anywayss tomorrow im going back to school after i MIA for two days. its gonna be a long day.. after school have to go down to ACS(Barker) for rp basketball trials. after the trials i have to go down for Team Tanglin training. guess i cannot make it for my friend milly's recording of Singapore Idol theater show.

2006-04-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is a tuesday. i had basketball training yesterday and i was so tired and sick this morning that i didnt go to school. today was really boring. i slept till around 12, took my lunch after that. started coughing till my lungs was about to burst. then i when online started talking to the people in my class people. then i was online till now. had dinner alone... was so bored to the extend that i created this blog of mine. so people who is reading this TAG MY BLOG!!!